Uhmm.. I'm In Love

Okay, so i guess i don't have to tell you thats its been a long time since i wrote even though one of my new years resolutions was to write more.. damn it. Well its December of 2012 and yet it still feels like spring and this makes me wonder if the world really is going to end in 19 days.. i mean honestly i could care less because for the first time in my life i'm actually happy. Now i know this doesn't make sense "you're finally happy, yet you don't care if you see tomorrow?" What i mean is that i feel like i can die happy as to the days where i feared leaving this world without accomplishing anything or something important. Ive fallen in love and as careful as i have been with my heart my whole life i have chosen to place it in the hands of some one else.. its a scary thought really, and so i don't ponder on it a lot, but i have just decided that this is the only life we are given and whats an experience without a few chances taken? So far so good, i mean she really is the most amazing woman i have ever met and she's funny!!.. i mean i catch her in these funny moments most of the time when she's not trying to be funny.. i think she thinks I'm weird because i just bust out in hysterics when she makes a joke or if she's just being dumb. there is a lot more to her and i but i prefer to keep it to myself just because all the little things are the most special in a relationship.. I've learned so many thing's, but i think the most important one is this; Life is measured not by what we accomplish here on earth but by acts of love.. i read something like this somewhere before but i just now remembered that after i wrote it so fuck it.. its the truth regardless. The long haired brits were right.. Love is.. all you need.